What is a resolution in new year's eve?
eventually somebody would ask what our new year's resolution are..
I'm thinking these as such
Live happier
Graduate with ease
Feel free

....

Okay, they're not good ones but whatever.

kanjyo ga shiru

nani mo ienai
sayonara mo hanasenai

-yukihime-

Whispers In The Prairie

As our days changes violently everyday
Watch closely as it might blur away
like cheetah
running its prey in the savanna

We are riddle to ourselves
our species is not entirely natural anymore
philosophically speaking

And finally we'd change our names
and perpetually our references

Volition are voided
every mold of our growth would be rearranged
every inch of us eventually reforged

The year will soon be new
but we are still ourselves
and the snow falls
as it usually was

What are we
and our life rendered in eternity
are merely whispers in the prairie

Whispers...
That are not meant to last...

Probably...

And this loveless poem will soon too fades
as it is nothing more
than whispers....

Pearl Harbour

a girl seeks for eternity
for what else can she sought

she has all the beauty
and nothing that can be rendered priceless she hasn't bought
as merry as butterflies on a a buttercup fields she sways
and dancing as the prairie by the gusty wind she smiles all the way
making me wondering always

why is this beauty of more than any pearl
hasn't find a house to harbor?

Permainan Aksara

Ajari aku
cara meniadakanmu
bagaimana melukis senja tanpa mentari warna jingga

Temani aku
dalam sepiku tanpamu
tak dapat beban ini kubagi ke diri selain kamu
tak dapat pula kusesali sendiri kesendirian ini

Peringatkan aku lagi
kenapa alam tega
memisahkan malam dan siang
dan membuatku melamunkan dan berdendang

mengapa kau dan aku
berbeda susunan aksara
dan terpisah eksistensinya

Random Thoughts About 3 Things

Don't mind your head
for no sword is swinging now

And don't worry your life
for it only is gonna make it go away

Lastly don't worry about love
for it's gonna find you even if you hide

Missing Something

Let it go
Some things are meant to flow

You may not hope to see it again, though

from hoping in restrain you no one can
a fair lady just like hoping for a man


Make it through
If God leads you to it, then He'll lead you through it
My friend once said..

Another day will come
And as undeniable as it seems
morning dawn shall fall or rise after the night
and sooner or later
you'll see what's right

I know

Maybe these words won't make you stop crying once, twice or thrice
Maybe smile yet i would see
And this same hole will keep us from being whole

i know

I'm missing something,
I just don't know what it is...

My Perfect Enemy

Let hatred binds us eternally
when love for us is not a possibility
Let us be the greatest enemy can be,
My perfect enemy...

When my days turned blue
I used to ever think of you
Rain poured down, I remember...
As my tears drop down today,
'cos now you are
My perfect enemy...

Now, even worse than ever
I'm thinking about you
and times we were together,
My perfect enemy...

Can we remind...
those times we left behind?
Can we be just like we used to be,
My perfect enemy?

Yes, I missed those memories
and still I'm missing you
the way we talked, the way we laughed at things

I hate our terms nowadays...
Just like I hate you,
and myself that hates you,
every possible ways

Holding your hands was when I'm afraid of nothing...
Cannot barely talk to you now is my worse thing
Even if we are close, we will never again
From now on...separately we will
live on each way

As the moon and the sun,
Their meeting creates elliptical darkness everytime
As we are now,we destruct each other even with every meet of our eyes,
My perfect enemy...

Neglect each other,
defying one another,
for us hatred is now better,
My perfect enemy...

It's the only way we can be together
For I loved you...
Now I'll hate you
as best as I can
I'll try the hardest...

Let hatred binds us eternally
when love turned down the possibility
Let us be, the greatest gruesome story that can be,
My perfect enemy...

lim
in memory of someone

Remembering You

i don't remember a thing

what summer breeze feels like

what blue does the ocean have

or even how the songbirds sing its symphony

but in my heart I'll always remember everything

from the freezing drops of morning dew
til the glorious cinema of dawn

just look at that blue sky
and the playful clouds
snap! just like that

and I'll be remembering you

Wish

if only i could persuade time to slow down a bit

just when you are with me

hope it were better atmosphere
ahh, is it so hard to find home?

but looking in your glazy eyes, i find it easily
the freshness of the dewy meadow of green, in the sky's blue
wish you we here watching the sky tonight

if it hasn't so many city lights
the sky would be sparkling with stars
the shy ones would hide behind the occasional clouds

wish u were here

wish i was home

you are my precious dawn of adventure days
and you are my morning dew in the desert
its your smile that waves the symphony of my life

wish you heard it
wish you were here

Unanswered Question

You are the dark in the night,
and my impression of gloomy dawn..

with my faintest conscious i slowly realize,

you are the unanswered question...

sun hath giveth
its unbearing beam

and still you loom in the deep dungeons of my sealed mind

you are..

Di Tengah Malam

Aku terdiam.

Menyaksikan awan putih
berenang laksana ikan di kelam langit malam.

Desiran ini meniupkan suaramu
atau sekadar angin lalu?

Aku teringat kenangan masa lalu.
Aku rindu.

Rainbow Stories

Tell me the story about the rainbow

If it's you then it'll somewhere be
around red of passion
and yellow of joy
Whether about your friends
or even about your boy

If it's about me,
maybe it will mostly be blue of sadness,
with a lil green shades of jealousy...
Jealous of you
and all of the people with those happy strokes of purply
oranges...
lovely pink, hope it'll be there as our story goes,
and of course our black or white will only be ours to judge.
For the rainbow story comesafter the grey stormy skies..
Tell me a story about the rainbow

Tell me a story
about you....
Rainbow in my raining heart..

Can You Eat All?

This is an argument about the reality in life.

All you can eat is a real restaurant type existing in a real world..

Eat all you can is a new concept for restaurant in Indonesia i recently knew

Watching poverty in Africa or Indonesia, and hunger everywhere

Teaming up with people eating and wasting food in those restaurants...

With those slogans, i humbly want to ask them,

Can you eat all?

What Does Your Burger Say About You?

What Your Burger Says About You
You are very gluttonous. Even if you're full, you'll still clear your plate.

You are likely a fairly picky eater. And you're secretly a little squeamish about some foods.

You are bold and resolute in your choices. You don't back down, and you aren't afraid to go at something full force.

You are a very open eater. You like many types of tastes, and you'll eat just about anything.You are straightforward, honest, and ambitious. You tend to be direct about what you want when it comes to food.

You are emotional. You have a big heart, and you tend to go for comfort foods.

You are creative, open minded, and friendly. You are interested in all types of food and new dishes.

A Different Beat

one day i saw pictures of someone i rarely see
i realized as before,
that the person is beautiful in many ways
yet the person inclined such claimand that person's life,
was and is also pretty as is
that person has a world like a gazeful oceanorium to me
so distinctive yet farther than i could reached
i had been, or maybe i imagined i had been in that one's world once
and yet i realized as i saw those of seems like fairth
that fair life touch i cannot
nor had i been part of it
yet i felt parted
yet i felt lost
in awe and in ever wandering sorrow
fear of for the future it might be more beyond my reach of fingertips..
better off my mind

and then i remember a familiar song
"i wrote this for my prettiest friend
but while trying not to prove that i care"
by mr.az

and another
"hold your own, know your name, and go your own way"
"for everything will be fine. Everything are the details in the fabric,
are the things that make you panic,
are your thoughts resolve of static cling?
everything will be fine,
everything, in no time at all."

these details in the fabric of my life,
at least will still stings for the time being,
as it has for 3 long years...

resolve, is yet to come

Newborn Stories - Death Wishes

When you were born,
you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life to the fullest
so that when you die,
you're smiling and everyone around you is crying.

This blog has just started and in no hope of anything from the author
Just wanted to say to the world that there's something to share.

So it's kinda like a blank piece of paper in the beginning, with no hope for a van gogh or rembrandt's painting for the ending..

Let's see what is on the way and be expectant..
Thank you Lord JC for His blessings in the making of this blog.

It won't care an offense for any of religions or beliefs, just the author's point of views for things.
No criminal or ill attempts are deliberately written in this blog

GBU all