For more than a decade,
you've been
my dreams
my idea of love
my ideal of how is a girl suppose to be
my resolve of perfection
my peaceful home
one of my reason for achievements
one of reality I want to be true
a girl I had never had
a light of inspiration
a fill in my hollow heart
a password to my secrets.
To meet you again was
my lifelong obsession
my hidden reason
behind every important decisions
my answer to what a true love is
my reason why some songs is on my fave list
my dear happiness
aspirations in my poetry.
The song you used to sing is a soothing thing for me to lull
whenever my footsteps feel dull
a suggestion of peace in mind
and a breeze in this universe of mine
Your eyes told me that a hope always exists
in this hell-like world could still be little heavens
your smile is a bliss, a blessing I couldn't, and won't resist
It tells me as an example, why some people are so driven.
Thank you for all that.
I'm glad by the fact
my dream to meet you has come true
my wish to again see that smile upon your face,
in your eyes and with your lips,
has been fulfilled
I'm glad that
they haven't changed after all these years
that love for your life and family
that faith
that if you try your best you won't regret
that despite your maturing beauty
you still have that same spirit,
the passion that stilled and excited me
back in those years
that you still have the reasons that made me love you
Even now I still do
I'll jump off the train
take a bullet
if I have to
to keep those qualities in you,
to know that you can be what you want
and won't cry any tears but of happiness,
or a moving scene in the movies.
I'm glad that I've told you my feelings,
even though it was badly said.
I'm not good with words, as always,
especially when it's about something I really care about.
There, I'm saying it again
still as badly as those days in December
When it rained and I heard some songs, and thought about you.
Now, I'll just say it, plain and straight
badly again I guess
Happy birthday.
