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I'm still twenty something, and though in my more than a quarter decade of so called life I've been happy, there are still things to be improved and achieved. In this moment let's set a few goals to myself:
1. I want to lose weight!
    Setting my goals to be attainable, I want to lose 6 to 8 kg, with rate of 2-3 kg per week.
    How to achieve this: - weight training and 15 min run alternatively
                                      - eat less portion, and join together breakfast and lunch 3 times per week

2. I want to own a property
    Search for available and accessible one to buy.

3. I want to have 20 million rupiahs saved in a year!
    2 mil per month should more than suffice for this.

4. I want to be happier in life by taking frequent vacations, at least twice per 6 months.

There you have it. Setting goals.
Let's review this in a month or so.

For The Longest Time

For The Longest Time
Billy Joel, Rockapella


Oh oh oh,
For the longest time
Oh oh oh,
For the longest time

If you said good bye to me tonight
There would still be music left to write.
What else could I do?
I'm so inspired by you
That hasn't happened for the longest time...

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on
That's where you found me
When you put your arms around me
I haven't been there for the longest time

Oh oh oh
For the longest time
Oh oh oh
For the longest time

 I'm that voice you're hearing in the hall
And the greatest miracle of all
Is how I need you
And how you needed me too
That hasn't happened for the longest time

Maybe this won't last very long
But you feel so right
And I could be wrong
Maybe I've been hoping too hard
But I've gone this far
And it's more that I hoped for

Who knows how much further we'll go on
Maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone
I'll take my chances
I forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been there for the longest time
I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself
Hold on to your heart
Now I know the woman that you are
You're wonderful so far
And it's more that I hoped for

I don't care what consequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you
For the longest time

Last Five Days

Here I am, my last five days before leaving my old office.
I felt, empty. I think it's more of a personal issue rather than corporation related.

Maybe my heart will stay, maybe it's a necessity that I must do in order to move on.
After all, if I stay, I'd get in her way. And I'd never forget her. Not as easily, I guess.

So here I am, in my vain effort to write the pain away.
Trying to fill the emptiness with lots and more words
as I scribed in this blog that no one will likely read.

Pray for me, readers.
Pray for me, no one.

2013

New Job in mid-year. Heartbreak, before that, and a bunch of other stuffs in between.

A well-versed first half of year.
Hopefully the next half will be better, and happier.

I will be moving out of my current location to Tangerang. Wish me luck and all of blessings I could get.

May we all live a blessed, happy and meaningful life.

I'm A Drug

I'm a drug
Take me
Only when you're sick
to make it alright

Don't take me daily
or I'll be toxic
because I'm a drug
Use me when necessary
Obtain me when the time is right
because I'm just your drug

and you don't need me when you're healthy
you should ditch me when you're alight
or I'll cause you madness

because I'm a drug