really random typing

I can seem to put myself at ease
because You are my captain.

Get it better or worse
love You with all my heart
and hopefully I won't get to your bad side
if any there is

If You could look down on me
You can blatantly see
I have many a problem
and my troubles are many

Please make me Your better servant
make me a better man altogether
and I hope You can allow me
to meet my soul mate
sooner rather than later

Someone who likes music and loves to sing
Somebody who loves me and loves You
Someone who is a beauty in my eyes, not necessarily others'
Someone who can support me knowing I'm there for her as well
In our arms we can dwell
or just lay back into Yours...
I hope she understands me, too
and it won't hurt if she's caring.

I know I am not perfect now
When will I?
But honestly, Jesus
please lead me to my best
and please let me serve You what You deserve, too
the best