Just In Case

We never know what will happen, so I'll tell you this just in case.

Friends, you all mean something to me. And if I ever done something as stupid as hurting your feeling, and you can't seem to know why I did that, please tell me. Sometimes I'm ignorant of feelings too. And please forgive me if that happens.

Special friends, I wished we had been more than friends at times. But maybe It wasn't meant to be. Maybe I wasn't trying hard enough or I ended trying too hard at times.
Sorry if I hurt you. I regret it. I really do. But I never regret that I met you.

Best friends, I'm not the best type of friends, I'm ignorant at times, and worse, good chances I had ignored you for quite some time. Believe me, it's not that I don't like being with you, share stories, feelings or sorts. It's just that I like giving good news about me and everyone else. Maybe, in my opinion, nothing good that I can tell you or many less than good things happened that i was reluctant to share because it will cause some of you burdens or even worse, sadness, that made me rethink of getting in touch with you. It's not you that isn't strong enough to take it. It is I that is not strong enough to willing to make you sad. But believe me, when it comes to times, I'm more than willing to push you out of the road when a truck is riding at you at blinding speed. I'd take a bullet for you all.
Maybe I've proved it a little to you, maybe I haven't. But it's true.

Loved ones. as in families and other relatives. 1 note for you. 2 simple words. Stop fighting. Argue in healthy ways, don't bottle things up. It didn't work for me, it never works. Argue in healthy ways, not in hatred or vengeance or greed, but in love. Forgive, forget, and never turn to those problems again. Families are meant to love and care for each other. We are not neighboring nations claiming a small piece of land to be ours and not the others, we're family! By blood or by mutual trusts. Either way, we're family.

My Lord, I expect nothing more out of You. You've been a great Lord. I wished I was more of a servant, but after trying, I'm only me. Beg Your forgiveness for all the wrongdoings, and thanking You for all the impossible happiness and extension of life You've given me. I know I'll never reach this far without those credits.
For every living moments I thanked Thee, for every near death experiences I have been through alive, I worshiped Thee more, abd for my time of death, I'm leaning on my hope to Your will to save me.

Thank you. Sorry. And Good bye